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Today was so amazing with my babes, I want more of this
I love her so much.

Another day, different mindset from now on.

I love you to death, I just hope that you won’t be hiding anything from me and will always tell me the truth.

Fuck my shit life.

Sigh I hate this stress and over thinking when I’m alone.

I don’t know if I can seriously accept this. Yes I fucked up but you always have to take it to the extreme, we are both fucked, when I say something you listen to me and I’ll do the same, if we can’t and be open to each other, then there’s no point of us.. I don’t give a shit if it was a break, you still cheated on me and pretended to be all innocent and I was the crazy one. If you only wanted to be with me, you wouldn’t go out of your way to spend time with someone that wants you and it’s either you like it or just plain oblivious. You should’ve known that u were suppose to stop talking when someone says something like that to you. FUCK I don’t know what to do, I love you still and if u really feel the same you wouldnt have done that. What goes through your mind to do that,
I could never ever think of doing what you did with the feelings I have for you even tho I’m pissed at you. I may seem ok in front of you but inside I’m a fucking mess and don’t know what to do.
Don’t take this as an excuse to give up and have shit happen again, just wait
When I know that I want you to be mine for sure then you could have what I made for you, you were suppose to have it a while ago if u didn’t fuck up hard.
Its twice and you didn’t learn, how will I know that you won’t do it again or something along the lines
Sigh..